It has been quite awhile since my last post. My husband and I are still TTC, I just started temping on Monday, February 11, 2013. However, I don't think that it is working for me because my temps every morning on the chart are drastic differences. I have a friend at work that I am going to consult with next time I see her. She has PCOS as well. According to the fertility tracker I have on my phone it says that I should be ovulating today. I definitely don't feel like I am. I don't even know for sure the last time I actually ovulated. I'm pretty sure that it has been over a year. My breasts don't feel sore at all my CM seems normal...
I have a lot of stress right now, the company I work for has completely lost its mind...everyone there is kind of going nuts because they keep implementing new rules or coming up with crazy things to really tick everyone off. People are quitting left and right and they aren't replacing them. The company isn't suffering, nationally or worldwide for that matter...but for our local store it's in dire need of help. New management (good management) is desperately needed. In the last year, we went from position eight in the state to probably 100. Not good, not good at all. Customers are angry because they either can't get the product that they want or they can't find any help from an associate as we hardly have any...I just don't know what to do. I am afraid for my job, not that I want to stay there, but I cannot afford to leave at this time. I go to work extremely stressed out and leave 10x worse. My body feels broken at the end of the day and there is nothing I can do to help that. Other than that my husband and I are living paycheck to paycheck and will until he graduates from school. However, he has been unable to go in the last two years because having no money to go.
